Category Archives: What Lies Beneath

“Life is pain, Highness.” Well, it’s more than that… these posts comes from the place where beauty and pain intersect.

And With It We Curse Men

There’s so much of it going around these days. It’s easy to overlook. It’s easy to participate in, almost unwittingly. We do it in side comments. We do it in Facebook posts. We do it silently in our hearts. We curse people.

Now, we’re not calling down fire from heaven on people. Oh wait, in some cases we are. The politically charged atmosphere of this year’s presidential election is a prime example. Some of the tweets I’ve seen out there are unsuitable to post here.

My first reaction is, quite honestly, one of internal anger. I see the things people write about other people and I get angry. I think to myself, “Wow, that person is the stupidest person I’ve ever seen.” I’ll murmur under my breath, “What an idiot.” “Are all Democrats that stupid?”

It’s the same programmed response to someone cutting me off on the highway. Anger. Even hatred at times. I’m ashamed that is the case for me. It seems to be the case for the vast majority of people, though. Well, maybe I should qualify that. It seems to be the case for the vast majority of people who open their mouths.

As a Christian, I cannot possibly reconcile this reality with what I know about Christ and His love for me. Since the way we speak is such a hot topic in America, I think it is extra poignant that the Bible teaches caution in our speech. Here’s a particularly convicting text, from James 3.

(9) With the tongue we praise our Lord and Father, and with it we curse human beings, who have been made in God’s likeness. (10) Out of the same mouth come praise and cursing. My brothers and sisters, this should not be. (11) Can both fresh water and salt water flow from the same spring? — James 3:9-11

Where does this hate speech begin, though? We don’t really have to go very far to figure it out. Luke 6 makes it plain:

(43) “No good tree bears bad fruit, nor does a bad tree bear good fruit. (44) Each tree is recognized by its own fruit. People do not pick figs from thornbushes, or grapes from briers. (45) A good man brings good things out of the good stored up in his heart, and an evil man brings evil things out of the evil stored up in his heart. For the mouth speaks what the heart is full of.

Hatred comes from the heart. From deep down in who we are. There is a tendency to think and speak ill of those who oppose us or our views, or who live somewhere else, or look different, or vote different. This is a terrible truth that brings to the surface our own evil.

We can say we’re surprised by it, but should we be? We Christians ought to be examining our speech daily. Any by examining our speech I mean that we should examine our hearts. Any by examining our hearts I mean that we should give ourselves biblical counsel because “we are not our own, we were bought with a price.” We ought to remember that we were not called because of our intellectual prowess or stunning good looks. We should press the refresh button of the Gospel story every day so that we can hear it as if for the first time. We were sinners, separated so much from God that it brought death. Yet in His unfailing love we have forgiveness and redemption through Jesus Christ. Undeserved grace. Mercy unbound. Joy inhuman.

Let us curse less as we remember more… and more often.

Easily Distracted–Technology, Life, Control

I had considered a lengthy sub-title for this post. Perhaps something like this: “the unseen and potentially dire consequences of surrendering our life’s control to technology.” Then I got to thinking about aesthetics and blog post titles… figured it would be better to just keep it short.

The world is more connected than ever by technology, and our lives are more than ever dominated by that same technology. Many of us read the news online, follow several blogs (or dozens), rabidly monitor our Facebook and Twitter feeds, “pinning” and “liking” scattered items across the Internet.

These things connect us in so many ways and make information so extremely accessible. This accessibility is part of what leads us to engage in our technology more and more. It used to take a great deal more effort to engage with technology. Now I can simply pull my phone from my pocket and watch a video on YouTube, stream a newscast, check and send email, take a photo, text my wife, read/write a blog post, post to Twitter, add a Facebook friend, update my apps, buy a song, check stocks, play music, send a file…you get the idea.

With all of these things right at our fingertips, it’s a wonder we do much of anything else. I’m realizing that this train of thought is normal for me. Did a quick search on my own site here on the word “information.” Seems I’ve contemplated some of this before. I’m not concerned that the medium is bad or evil, but that in unseen ways we are distracted by it and even controlled by it. Our minds wonder about it when we’re away from it…and therefore we are distracted by it in our hearts.

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  • “Wonder if people like that photo I just posted.”
  • “I hope someone comments on that blog post.”
  • “Better check the score of the game again real quick.”
  • “Let me get one more update on what _____ said about that.”

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We also wander when we’re engaged actively with it. This comes in the form of clicking a link out of curiosity and then spending the next 30 minutes on a rabbit trail of posts and links and articles that really have little to no actual impact on our lives, other than to keep us from doing something truly important at hand (whatever that may be for you or me). Most of what we touch in the world of technology is tied to the Internet and therefore a gazillion “other” things than the one thing we began with.

I think this is hard to talk about and write about for several reasons. Two of the most significant reasons that I’ve wrestled with as I’ve thought this through are these:

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  1. I don’t want to admit that I have a problem
  2. I’m not sure I want to change anything if I do have a problem

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Simple, huh? When we start asking questions about existing patterns in our lives, there is an immediate discomfort and internal squirming. Our heart begins right away to say, “This is for other people, not me,” or, “Boy, I’m sure glad Chad (or whoever) is starting to focus in on this, it’s obviously a big deal for him,” or, “Nope, I don’t have a problem at all, I’m good.” None of us wants to admit that we might have a problem. If we do, of course we’d most likely prefer to not change, because we like our problems.

A few years ago I wrote a song lyric that identifies with this thought:

so won’t you please just step away
i’m not sure i need you around
pretty sure i can do this on my own
down here in my misery
i’ve got perfect company
me and my sin, we feel right at home

On the surface I don’t really want anyone telling me I’m a sinner. I don’t really want you digging into my life and finding out that I’m not everything you had hoped for. Being known, being revealed is not exactly a comforting thought to us. We’d all prefer that people go on thinking we are the truly wonderful people we’re made out to be from a distance.

What does all of this have to do with control? I think we need to be vigilant with regard to our sin. The verse that keeps going through my mind is this:

12 Therefore, since we are surrounded by such a great cloud of witnesses, let us throw off everything that hinders and the sin that so easily entangles. And let us run with perseverance the race marked out for us, 2 fixing our eyes on Jesus, the pioneer and perfecter of faith. For the joy set before him he endured the cross, scorning its shame, and sat down at the right hand of the throne of God.
– Hebrews 12:1-2

We run, as the psalmist says, “in the path of [His] commands, because [He] has set our hearts free.” When we use technology it is worth our consideration to ask, “Is this a hindrance of any kind to my running this race (life) with perseverance?” Though we may be afraid to ask it, or maybe even if we already know the answer and don’t like it, we should ask, “Is the time I’m spending with this technology and all the associated spiritual space it takes up in my life keeping me from fixing my eyes on Jesus?”

Are we the ones with the control of the technology in our lives or is technology controlling us? Are we wise enough to ask these questions and humble enough to receive instruction from God in these issues?